now i feel a lot better…
So I wanted to tell you this today but I was a bit too emotional and probably would’ve started to bawl.. like I am now.. fucking PMS…
While I was dating ? I put you on the back burner and wasn’t a very good friend. Instead of calling you to catch up, I’d light up a bowl with ?. Instead of staying in Winona, I’d leave for the cities on weekends. It’s real sick to think drugs can do that to a person and I see it more and more everyday with ?.
Please don’t ever let me do that to you again. Just because someone is in a relationship doesn’t mean they have to ditch their friends.
? hasn’t been a friend to me lately. I know I’m gossiping but I just want to give an example of something I don’t want to become.. ever. ? lies to the one person ? loves (significant other), ? hasn’t had a conversation with me unless it’s including pot, and ? is very selfish. I tried to talk to them about their school habits and drug thing and ? came back with “You’re just miserable because you broke up with ?, you have no job, and you’re terrible with money. It’s no surprise you’re trying to tell me what to do.”
Please don’t ever let me talk to you like that. It’s a huge fucking slap in the face. And to be honest, whatever friendship ? and I have right now, it’s been shat on and is close to fading.
Please don’t ever let that happen. I couldn’t stand to lose you as a friend. I’m very thankful for your patience and understanding nature. Most of all, I’m thankful you actually give a fuck about me even when I’m being a cunt. So thanks for being there for me.. I feel like I say this to you at least twice a year lol but I seriously mean it.
Also, I know you wouldn’t do this but if you could keep this ? business between you and I, that’d be great.
