December 2009
1 post
no, staind.. not you
It’s Been A While.
Stupid song.. but exactly the title i wanted to name this thing…
Jabba is at it again
Causin’ more drama all over the place
I wonder what he eats all day
Making me want to call him “Lunchbox”
thank you.
September 2009
1 post
"a change would do you good"
do me good? nice grammar, ass. a change did “do me good”.. that change was the decision to remain winona-less for the next couple months. i now realize how naive i was to everything you pulled out on me. thanks for keeping things from me these past few years. i really appreciate your honesty and selfishness. sorry i’ve been a good friend these past few months. sorry i’ve...
August 2009
2 posts
misery loves its company
After 9 long months, I finally got a job. I finally get to move out of the parents house. And I may have finally reached a high point in my post-college career.
Patience really is an amazing thing. Everyone wants their shit to happen now.. why do you think we have fast food? It’s crazy to think I could be so happy after 9 months of being patient and positive… who knows what could...
Gotta love those hoes..
Nowadays, it’s easy to get some play on the weekends. Just get drunk, make some calls, and put yourself out there. Even if you’re a major hosebeast and drink 6 nights a week, I’m almost positive you can find someone to use you for their benefit.
Sure, it may be fun for a bit. I’m sure the attention is nice. But is this really something you can do every week? Texting...
July 2009
2 posts
Reason why I've been so positive and giddy..
Recently, I was bored and decided to check out what my horoscope was for the year 2009. Shortly after reading this small exerpt into the future, I realized two things: a) Am I really reading my horoscope? and b) This shit has been accurate so far.
So to further investigate this “reading”, I requested a full interpretation of my horoscope from this nice online lady. Without further...
dashboard confessional kind of mood
For some reason, around this time in the summer I become obsessed with Dashboard Confessional for a good couple days. Maybe it’s because of the sunsets are later at night now. Maybe it’s because the nights get cooler and require a hooded sweatshirt. Maybe it’s because night drives always call for contemplation.
For whatever reason, I’m gonna pretend I’m in high...
June 2009
5 posts
birfday or something like it
carbomb:
Happy Shooting-out-from-your-mom’s-vag Day, Cat! Hope today is just as magical and special as it was 23 years ago but with less gross stuff and lubrication!
Thanks carly lol it was nice seeing you and jake out :) Aside from the asshole ex, i had a pretty fun time!
So thankful for friends to show they care and give me birthday hugs/drinks/shots. Bowling was fun but I sucked terribly.....
listening to "Scream-Avenged Sevenfold - " →
loves it.
now i feel a lot better...
So I wanted to tell you this today but I was a bit too emotional and probably would’ve started to bawl.. like I am now.. fucking PMS… While I was dating ? I put you on the back burner and wasn’t a very good friend. Instead of calling you to catch up, I’d light up a bowl with ?. Instead of staying in Winona, I’d leave for the cities on weekends. It’s...
Yep.
I hate when I’m right. It’s fun to be on the ball sometimes but not when you expected the worse. Yep.
It’s gonna be one of those summers. Awesome.
the dude abides...
I joined a pyramid scheme and lived to tell the tale.. don’t do it.
Northern Aire company = shit. No one is gonna make 10 grand their first month. And you can’t even say bacteria correctly… who puts an R at the end of it? Ass.
I wish I could be more like Jeffrey Lebowski. He’s just so chill and rolls with everything including people pissing on his rug and asians...
May 2009
5 posts
I can see why
I can see why I’m miserable:
- my friends live at least 30 minutes away and never visit me
- I’m horrible with money
- I’m a fat ass
- I’m unemployed (to my standard at least.. flower-mart doesn’t exactly say success)
- I’m restless for no reason
I wouldn’t want to hang out with me either. Not soon anyway, I’ve been in such a negative mood, I...
response from Conor:
Ok, given that I’ve never actually met your cousin, I’m basing the following statement only on the past few days: she is a f*cking idiot. She went psycho bitch on you for two days straight, complaining CONSTANTLY that she wished she could handle everything herself so that it would be done ‘right.’ Then we find out that she didn’t even call the research company she...
shit continues to hit the fan...
sooooo funny story lol the car was towed to C & D whatever… turns out they AREN’T a body shop and REFUSED the car. so they towed it back to fucking fontana. They didn’t have my phone number or anything to get a hold of me. I found this out 2 hours before my flight this morning. Had to pay another $300 to get it back to San Diego. Turns out Erin didn’t need to have it...
it can only get better.. right?
San Diego, California. I arrive at the San Diego airport on a sunny Tuesday afternoon with my cousin Sarah. My other cousin Erin (Sarah’s sister) picks us up from baggage claim and we continue outside to the parking lot. We load up the car, talk about the flights, and light up a cigarette.. the first in 24 hours. I don’t know if anyone knows this is the midwest BUT if you leave or...
transition.. ick
I have a fear that I am losing touch with most of the inhabitants of Earth. Not that I want it to happen, but it is inevitable and will happen whether I want it to or not. It’s kind of a bitch like that. I am also afraid of losing a once close friend. They are completely unaware of this and probably won’t notice for another couple months what happened. Our inside jokes...
April 2009
3 posts
crap.
I’m finally feeling the crap I should have a month ago. You know, the loneliness and feeling like shit stuff. I had thought of this coming up, at least a month ago it would have been expected. I certainly did not think I would feel this way now.
But thanks to a dear friend who is so fucking smug, clueless, and knows nothing about the opposite sex… I now feel more worthless than...
Chances are..
Chances are I may be back in the dating game pretty soon… and to that, I drink. Or rather, I drank earlier. It was fun to see a whole bunch of friends from high school, not that high school was the greatest time of my life or anything… but the people I remember and care about were all there tonight.
We’ll just have to see what happens… good things are bound to come....
brand new
(brand new SHIT with a brand new BITCH)
I have deleted my My-Space account THEREFORE I will be blogging and ranting and complaining on this new site… Thanks to Carly :P
I start my new “job” tomorrow. I will be working at a Linders Flowermart; selling the good people of the Plymouth area plants and shit. How exciting…
I am also saving up for a trip to Colorado to visit...